a friend of mine passed away this weeks due to road accident. or should i said my acquaintance since i don't deserved to be called his friend because i don't really understand him or know deeply about him. i'm not by his side when his struggles or when his glory.
he's my junior at high-school.
continue further study at the same college.
join the same community service.
he's a good man, or should i said he was.
seeing many friends posts condolences on fb, another proves that he was a good man in his life time, and yes it's true.
earlier this week, before his involved in accidents, i wonder by myself thinking that what will happen once i died?
will they know if something bad or even good happen to me?
and then the news about my friend passed away went to public, many people claimed themselves as a good friends shows their condolences.
i don't have any friends, not any more.
they used to said best friends forever, yet i feel like a piece of garbage, they all moved on with their life, not once they start the effort to at least say 'hi' to me. so when i take the first step, it always went cold.
simply said, i'm not a good friends that's why they take it for granted.
it's kinda' sad and hurt to be truth...
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